i apologize for not being ale to comment my dear friends posts.

that's because im hardly use this account since im always on tora_robin. im really sorry. T____________T i missed you all, and i hope you still remember me~~

well, i missed making personal posts. xoxoxoxo -coz i never do that on my writing journal- -_-"
yeah, and since i got no one to talk to about what's going on with my life, im afraid i might just go bam! and lose my head. XD

so yeah~

ja neeeee~~

now

read my silence.

*wink*

ah~ i'll get through this. i don't know how but i know i will, i have to and i want to. even if the whole world turns its back on me. hahaha now i only have myself to rely on so... yeah~

robin hwaiting~!^u^

and ah~ don't worry about me people, that's the last thing i'd like right now..XD

the never ending ending 'im not a fucking emo, stfu' thing has become annoying, really annoying. I used to complain about it but i had decided to ignore it a long time ago since complaining didn't take me anywhere.



ps:
i miss vynar!

yesterday was like the longest day evar, i don't know why though.

when i woke up yesterday, i thought i want to make every single day a memorable one from now on.. so i thought of something extraordinary to do.. but nothing came up till noon.. after lunch.. i played with make-up, which i hardly do. i only touch my eyeliner evryday and nothing else..XDD i also did it because i was bored liek ftw?! i couldn't us the damn pc.. my brother's are soooo selfish..>.<

but.. the extraordinariness didn't end there.. last night was extraordinary in a sad way. peeeefeeeeheee.. me no likey to talk about it.. XD

i went to bed at around 9:30pm.. but didn't sleep.. then i got up at around 12. by that time, the PC was freeeeee~! so i stayed up till 5am^_^

stolen from bob_chan ^^

95% true
>.<

ps
i miss eri, again..<3

homg..

i sooooo missed shoshomiki

how long have we known each other? i really really really missed her liek me wanna hug the monitor. *hug*

homg. i just hugged the monitor desu!

omg.. i should stop now..-_-"

*hugs montor again*

stolen from eri~~!!XDDDD these are just the craziest quiz evarr~!

omgeeeee~! robin can't stop smiling for no reason at all.. with my brother in the hospital, i know i should be worried. I have nothing against him but.. the smile wont leave me alone.

^_____________________________________________^

my insecurities are eating me alive.

eeep>.<i cant go on like this..  im supposed to write another chapter of my fanfic tomorrow coz i got no school.. but.. but.. im toooo sad i cant even write a paragraph..T_T

make me happy?

i honestly don't know why im bothering myself with this, now that im used to it. It had been happening for years i wonder if they don't get tired of it.

my parents should stop fighting even just for an hour. sometimes i wish they'd just break up. but i guess i wont be able to live with it.

believe it or not, yesterday was the first time i saw that movie..>.< johnny depp is <333333!

hmmm... watching the movie made me feel like i want to be a good kid.. but then again, reality isn't as simple at that. Sigh. I want to be a good person for a change, but the people around me won't let me to.
*sigh*

robin wants a chocolate as big as nao bear. no. i want a chocolate which looks exactly like nao bear, but it doesn't have to be pink~^^

uhm.. i dont really talk about stuff like this.. but.. i just thought i'd give it a try..

last night was at my friend's birthday party. There were a lot of people. Friends, relatives and our classmates were there. Later that night, my classmates, mostly boys, started drinking and singing. About half an hour later, a classmate forced me to have a shot of.. i dunno what it was..XD.. and in less than 10 minutes, the alcohol kicked me, hard.

@_@

lesson number 1: don't drink, it doesn't feel good.

Since i wasn't feeling well, i went to my friends room and slept. When i was (a bit)fine again, i decided to join the others who were still having fun. It was around 2am. My friends were telling me how crazy the drunk boys were.

lesson number 2: don't drink, it's better to make fun of drunk people.XD

can anyone lead me to some more yaoi drama series/movies? like.. formula 17 which yumiko_satori recommended..XDDD

i realized it's more fun watching a yaoi movie than anime..XDDDD

me hates>_______________________________<

T_T

snagged from carla(xiaoyugaara)^^

Psychoanalyze Yourself:
Answer the
following questions with the first
thought that comes to mind. Then read
which each answer means.

(No
cheating! )

1. You are not alone. You are walking
in the woods. Who is with you?
  a shadow(does that even count?)


2. You are walking in the woods. You
see an animal. What kind of animal?
-white butterfly

3. What interaction takes place
between you and the animal?
-exchange of looks?

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You
enter a clearing, and before you is
your DREAM house. How big is it?
-big enough for 8 people but only has 2 rooms

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a
fence?
-yesno XD

6. You enter the house. You walk into
the dining room and see the dining room
table. What do you see on AND around
it?
-candles

7. You exit the house and a cup is on
the ground, what kind is it?
-a cup with lots of crack

8. What do you do with the cup?
-look at it closely

9. You walk to the edge of the property
where you find yourself standing at the
edge of a body of water. What kind of
body of water is it?
-river

10. How will you cross the water?
-by feet

1. The person
who you are walking in the woods with
is the most important

2. The size of
the animal is representative of your
perception of the size of your
problems in your life.

3. The
severity of the interaction you have
with the animal is representative of
how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is
representative of the size of your
ambition to solve your problems.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of
an
open personality. People are welcome
at all times. The presence of a fence
indicates a closed personality. You'd
prefer people not drop by
unannounced.

6. If your answer did NOT include food,
flowers, or people, then you are
generally unhappy.

7. The durability of the material with
the cup is made of is representative
of the perceived durability of your
relationship.

8. What you did with
the cup is representative of your
attitude.

9. The size of the body of
water is representative of the size of
your sexual desire.

10. The way you cross the water is
representative to how easy or hard you
expect your life to be.

hallo~! i haven't updated this journal for a long time..*_*

nyaaaawr~ sooo.. im tagging some of you..XD

1.Honestly, WHO's on your mind?
>> kyo

2. Honestly, what are you doing right
now?
>> writing

3. Honestly, who is your best friend?
>> ren?

4. Honestly, have you done something
bad today?
>> of course!

5. Honestly, do you watch Disney
channel?
>> no


6. Honestly, who is the last person
you talked to on the phone?
>> ren

7. Honestly, are you jealous of
someone right now?
>> hai

8. Honestly, what makes you mad most
of the time?
>>  failure

9. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
>> no

10. Honestly, do you want to talk to
someone at this very moment?
>> no


11. Honestly, are you keeping a secret
right now?
>> hai

12. Honestly, do you have a friend you
don't actually like?
>> i guess?

13. Honestly, are you in denial?
>>  hai>.<

14. Honestly, do you like anyone?
>> no

15. Honestly, does anyone like you?
>> NO!

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY

--Anger Section

1. What do you do when you're mad?
>> think

2. What's the worst thing you've done
when you were mad?
>> nothing.. i mean, when i do nothing to ease my anger

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were
mad?
>> no

4. Do you swear when you're mad?
>> hai

--CRYING SECTION

1. When was the last time you really
cried?
>> last week?

2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
>> hai

3. What usually makes you cry?
>> me, myself and i

-Happy Section

1. Are you usually a happy person?
>> no

2. What makes you the happiest?
>>  writing? and, when i encounter something i want

3. Does being with your friends make
you happy?
>> with friends, yes
with "friends", no

4. Do you believe in yourself?
>> sometimes..XD

5. When people say they think you are
good-looking/pretty, do you get happy?
>> no, they're lying!

and now~! im tagging the following:
bob_chan
chibi_warumono
tellytubby
ariki_chan
dizi_chan

as to why i tagged you.. it's because i want to talk to you moar~!!XDDD

To all my dear readers, please add my writing journal,

tora_robin. I moved my fics there and locked them. I'd be posting all my works on that journal from now on.

THANK YOU~!!

 

~robin~